To counter Andy. This article describes my season quite precisely:
http://pelotonmagazine.com/the-ring/wankmeister-you-racing-cross-this-year/
This race followed the typical ‘cross life cycle: Huge rush of adrenaline followed by massive effort followed by incredulity at not getting immediately dropped followed by getting dropped followed by falling off my bike... followed by hearing the depressing sound of “four laps to go” when one lap hurts more than having a wooden stick bored into your ear followed by hopelessness followed by anger followed by despair...